Beyond time and space

:-)
My American internet friend is a writer. She is going to publish two of my pictures in her book soon and she asked me to write my bio for the book. Today i did it at last
I found it interesting and funny to tell about myself in the 3rd person
This is what wrote.

Larisa is a dreamer from Siberia. She lives in Novosibirsk. Her 18 years old daughter is her greatest gift and the best friend.
She has a twisting professional way which sometimes shocks her friends. At the age of 30 Lara stopped teaching English and became a professional psychologist. That was the end of her family life full of abuse and the beginning of a new life full of freedom. Psychology didn’t appear to be the final station. Now Larisa is the art-director of a night club.
Creativeness is her destiny. She is always creative in everything touched by her soul. Curious like a kid, spontaneous, intuitive, she is open to changes. She is an amateur in poetry, photography, painting, belly dance, playing the guitar and etc. Only God knows what she will choose tomorrow to feed her soul and mind.
Lara speaks English and this is the language given to her to talk to people from different countries. She studies psychology and it’s also the language which helps her to discover the mysterious secrets of human nature. She is a creative person and her creativeness is the wonderful language to to carry on a dialogue with the Universe.

Not bad, isnt' it?

Several days ago i saw a wonderful and funny dream.
I saw a speaking Squirrel :-) We had a nice talk really and i remember the squirrel from my dream was a very interesting and wise interlocutor. It's a pity i don't remember what we were talking about :-)
Surely the Squirrel is the messenger :-) My new totem animal found me proving that there is a very special language for me to talk to my unconscious part and to The Great Reality.
WHAT is the Squirrel's message about?

The Squirrel
When you observe the squirrel in nature they are always busy. They seem to have an endless supply of energy. Seldom do you see a squirrel inactive. Focused on the task at hand, agile and quick, they are constantly preparing for the future by gathering nuts and seeds for later use. Although they are always prepared for what may come they have a tendency to forget where they store things. The forgetfulness of squirrel serves as a reminder to those with this medicine to slow down, pay attention and to stop running frantically in several directions at once.

(((My life now is really full of work. Sometimes my working day starts when i just open my eyes in the morning and ends deeply at night. I spend much energy on it. And very often i forget where i put my things :-) I was looking for my glasses for about 3 months :-) To be honest i was not looking for them at all i just asked myself and my family the only one question: Where are my glasses? And i waited for the moment they will come back again to me :-) And they did as soon as i started to put my things in order :-)))

Squirrels are sociable and communicative. They can be quite vocal both in work and play. Sometimes their continual chatter disturbs the silence, which creates an air of distraction and chaos. If you find yourself disturbed by their constant chatter the squirrel is telling you to speak clearly and effectively or to go within and be still, depending on the circumstances around your situation. Their gathering nature teaches those with this totem how to reserve energy and store things for future use. Honoring the future and readying yourself for change.

(((I have to be very much sociable and have to talk to people a lot. I feel the lack of solitude. I miss hours or may be even days spent in silence. I learnt to switch off my phones. Sometimes i even don't answer the calls. It's really helpful. I chat with people who are interesting to me. And try not to spend my time chatting with the ones who are empty and lifeless. I am taking care of my energy now. And i need changes always. They refresh me)))

Squirrel embodies the quality of trust and is one of the few animals that will eat out of a person's hand. This symbolizes a need to let down your defenses and learn to trust more. The issue of trust can play out in all areas of a person's life from personal intimacy to trusting Great Spirit. Because the squirrel is always prepared those with this medicine must remember that they will be taken care of. Establishing trust where it is presently absent would compliment the power of this medicine.

(((Now i am coming through the trust crisis. Credibility gap. I notice now that i can fell people. My heart and soul help me to understand whom i can trust or not. There are really not so many hands i can eat out of :-) No i feel the balance between the trust and distrust )))

Squirrel represents balance within the circle of gathering and giving out. If squirrel has scampered into your life pay attention to the wisdom it has to offer you. Preparedness and survival skills can be learned from this powerful totem.
http://www.sayahda.com/cyc4.html

((( Oh yes! Gathering and giving out, giving and taking, giving and recieving . I came to this pont understanding some time ago and i am still learning to live in balance. There was a long period in my life when i was much more a giver than a taker. I lost a lot of my energy and power. Time to stop spending my resourses in vain!)))

Squirrel is the gatherer. It is through Squirrel medicine that we learn to to gather and store our energies so they are available at times when they are most needed. Squirrel teaches us the wisdom of preparing for the future, and not squandering all that we have on today.
http://www.tarotstar.net/totem_animals.htm

So my Squirrel's messages are really great and helpful! :-)